i barely have a second to think and yet here i am keeping up on all the blogs i read and updating this thing with nothing special to say... i'm not even posting any interesting pictures because i think it's probably against some school policy.
life is so crazy right now with just 17 days till our wedding(!!). in the meantime i have so much to do, starting with returning a couple things to various stores and doing lesson plans.
this has been a hard week at school for me & i'm feeling a bit discouraged:
1. on monday one of my kids didnt take his medicine and was completely off the wall. i tried everything i could possibly think of and nothing worked. it was awful.
2. my students continuously talk negatively to each other. i've had three kids crying this week because other kids are making fun of them and teasing them and being hurtful. it breaks my heart.
3. today i got observed and the feedback was basically that i know nothing about the school's structure of curriculum presentation and i need to completely re-organize/re-do everything i've been doing. i'm getting observed for the entire day on monday so my lead teacher can tell me every single detail about what's good and what's bad in my classroom. all the feedback was helpful, i guess, but it's frustrating because i
didn't know about any of the stuff they said was wrong. i got tossed into the position. nobody explained what i absolutely needed to have posted on my walls. nobody told me i had to have a mini-lesson before every single reading class...
4. i have TONS of lesson plans to make for the sub while i'm out for a week for our honeymoon
the good news: my students are learning. some are actually excelling. my lead teacher is really helpful and practical. in 17 days i get to take a week off and go to the dominican republic with my darling. tomorrow is a new day. i can't possibly cry anymore, so hopefully that's out of my system. tonight i'm hanging out with my friend julie who always makes me laugh. i have an awesome support system of friends, family, and fiance.