so this is cloud 9

cloud 9... apparently i've never been here before. what a bizarre mix of emotions & thoughts.i'm dead tired at night but wake up before my alarm every morning. wide awake. even though i'm exhausted when i go to bed, i have to make my mind & heart settle down before i can fall asleep. and even though i'm moving full speed all the time, i have this constant excited energy.

even the mundane [sweeping the kitchen floor?!] is fun to do with someone else. i get distracted at work. i can start cooking dinner at 8:30pm and somehow not be famished. i hear song lyrics in a totally new way after hearing them millions of times.

i catch myself wanting to tell boyfriend-girlfriend-inside-jokes/stories to anyone who's willing to listen. even though i don't want to be "that girl", sometimes i can't help it.

the ride to j's house seems endless. even though the ride home takes the same amount of time. weird.

this cloud 9 thing might not last forever. but it's pretty rad right now~