pity-party pooper

i knew it was bound to happen, but i didn't think it would be so soon.

i'm mad at track&field and i'm jealous of my husband's runners. they get to spend ALL day and most of tonight with him. my kind, hilarious, smart, handsome love is hanging out with high schoolers from now until 10pm. and i'm jealous. and i miss him. already.
last spring i was mad at track, too, because it meant we hardly got to see each other. this year i LIVE with him & we just spent all last evening relaxing and having fun together. our time is a lot more consistent now that we're married. so i expected this season to be a little easier for me.

well it's not. i'm bored & lonely and starting my own mini pity party. and tears are in my eyes as i type.

SO to combat these silly feelings, i'm going to pray a lot. and finish my bedroom valances (which he won't care about when he comes home late tonight, but at least i will feel accomplished). and go for a long run to prep for the 5K i'm running next saturday. and browse recipes online so i have something fun to cook next week. and hang out with my friends for dinner tonight. and pray some more.